because its almost always my mother calling. I just can't bear to speak with her.
She keeps e-mailing me and every single one of them includes something about how they hope my step-father gets the job up here. I feel so guilty that I am hoping and praying that they don't. I really want to tell her that I think that would be one of the worst things that could happen right now. But I'm sure it wouldn't accomplish anything but hurt feelings.
I guess I should answer the phone sooner or later since putting it off will only make it worse. She'll start thinking I'm mad at her and then leave messages crying about why don't I love her. *sigh* Its like walking a tight rope.
She keeps e-mailing me and every single one of them includes something about how they hope my step-father gets the job up here. I feel so guilty that I am hoping and praying that they don't. I really want to tell her that I think that would be one of the worst things that could happen right now. But I'm sure it wouldn't accomplish anything but hurt feelings.
I guess I should answer the phone sooner or later since putting it off will only make it worse. She'll start thinking I'm mad at her and then leave messages crying about why don't I love her. *sigh* Its like walking a tight rope.
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