Just ugh

I can not tell you how sick of sickness I am. I feel like the last three months have been a constant battle with germs. I am sick of tissues, sick of snot, sick of puking, sick of runny noses, sore throats, whining, crying, and fevers. Bottom line - I am just SICK OF IT ALL!!!

I want a vacation, by myself where I won't come into contact with anyone who might be spreading their germyness around me and my family.

I am losing my patience today. Aiden doesn't want to play, wants to be held, doesn't want to be held, wants to just whine. Sometimes, I think he is just whining because he can and there isn't actually anything really bugging him. Its really hard to keep picking him up and putting him down over and over when all you really need to do is blow your friggin nose for the gazillionth time. Which is sore and red and cracking.

*WHINE* *WHINE* *WHINE*

Ok, let me just pout a little bit more and then I'll stop. I put Aiden down an hour early for his nap because I couldn't deal anymore. Miracle of miracles he fell asleep. Now if he would just sleep for the rest of the day then maybe I could get myself together and be a half decent mother.